Arrrggg.
"39 this 33, contact tank wait out"
"All stations 33 this 33 short halt!"
To his left, 2 bradleys burst in flames. One already overturned.
"Identified on fire!Target, advance"
Sand blowing right in his face. All around, shells slam the ground. One missed by a mere metre, the impact almost overturning his vehicle. Admist the confusion of combat, he saw the enemy tank divert fire to the right entrace of the valley. Friendly have arrived just in time. The PCs' face turned white. He had just lost his cub and alpha vehicle. They were no match for the MBTs. The M1A1s brought hope. Maybe, just maybe, he will be live to collect the remains of his man. The radio going through his CVC no longer made sense. The events all around seem to slow to a swirl. He felt a sudden flood of warmth down his legs. His pants were all wet.
"Sir!Sir!"
Shellshocked!
All was in favour of victory. We held all three junctions in the defense line. One platoon to each. The terrain provided a strategic natural line of defense, allowing rapid lateral transfer of forces. Inaddition, we far outnumbered them.
Major, according to your reports, the third platoon fell at 0830 hrs. They recieved heavy mortar fire and you immediately called for them to retreat at 0825. At the same time, you called for air support. What were you trying to do? Major.
I was trying to buy time. Buy time for the 3rd platoon to fall back to the security area.
Fall back?
Sir yes sir.
Major, did it occur to you that by authorising your forces to fall back from the IDL, you are directly jeopardising the lives of your forces holding the other junctions. You should know better that your actions opened a path for the enemy to conduct a massive flanking on your entire defense forces.
Yes sir.
Admist all the strategic advantage that i had, I made a mistake in command. I am responsible for the lives lost. What a relief its only a game. Damn, I haven't lost in such a long time. Suffered 1X major defeat. Arrgggg. An emotionally clouded mind is a mind incapable of decisive actions.
Bored bored. I haven't caught any of the movie that i was hoping to catch. Hmm. Somehow i am beginning to lose interest in the movies already. Wong's plight dawn quite harsly on me. And from past experience, I have learnt that one's heartbreak often leads others to emotional unheavels which somehow somehow leads to stupid simlar actions. Stay cool. Good thing for me is that I know what I want for the Present. I already have all that I can ask for. In no position to ask for more. Who ask me to be such a bastard. For now, getting more than i already have will come as a gift.
Analogy: I only deserve this much. Been given more than I deserve. To get more, is a gift.
Have been kind of off track lately. Its about time I get back to serious stuff. Thats inaddition to focusing on army. Gotta put in more effort in securing my future. To be frank. I am indeed feeling a little lost. Used to know how to achieve what I want and gone step by step. And until now, I must say that I have never failed to achieve the goals i set for myself. And hence my future is no exception. Simply need some time to get myself focused.
~The differnce between a dreamer and a doer is affirmative actions~
"All stations 33 this 33 short halt!"
To his left, 2 bradleys burst in flames. One already overturned.
"Identified on fire!Target, advance"
Sand blowing right in his face. All around, shells slam the ground. One missed by a mere metre, the impact almost overturning his vehicle. Admist the confusion of combat, he saw the enemy tank divert fire to the right entrace of the valley. Friendly have arrived just in time. The PCs' face turned white. He had just lost his cub and alpha vehicle. They were no match for the MBTs. The M1A1s brought hope. Maybe, just maybe, he will be live to collect the remains of his man. The radio going through his CVC no longer made sense. The events all around seem to slow to a swirl. He felt a sudden flood of warmth down his legs. His pants were all wet.
"Sir!Sir!"
Shellshocked!
All was in favour of victory. We held all three junctions in the defense line. One platoon to each. The terrain provided a strategic natural line of defense, allowing rapid lateral transfer of forces. Inaddition, we far outnumbered them.
Major, according to your reports, the third platoon fell at 0830 hrs. They recieved heavy mortar fire and you immediately called for them to retreat at 0825. At the same time, you called for air support. What were you trying to do? Major.
I was trying to buy time. Buy time for the 3rd platoon to fall back to the security area.
Fall back?
Sir yes sir.
Major, did it occur to you that by authorising your forces to fall back from the IDL, you are directly jeopardising the lives of your forces holding the other junctions. You should know better that your actions opened a path for the enemy to conduct a massive flanking on your entire defense forces.
Yes sir.
Admist all the strategic advantage that i had, I made a mistake in command. I am responsible for the lives lost. What a relief its only a game. Damn, I haven't lost in such a long time. Suffered 1X major defeat. Arrgggg. An emotionally clouded mind is a mind incapable of decisive actions.
Bored bored. I haven't caught any of the movie that i was hoping to catch. Hmm. Somehow i am beginning to lose interest in the movies already. Wong's plight dawn quite harsly on me. And from past experience, I have learnt that one's heartbreak often leads others to emotional unheavels which somehow somehow leads to stupid simlar actions. Stay cool. Good thing for me is that I know what I want for the Present. I already have all that I can ask for. In no position to ask for more. Who ask me to be such a bastard. For now, getting more than i already have will come as a gift.
Analogy: I only deserve this much. Been given more than I deserve. To get more, is a gift.
Have been kind of off track lately. Its about time I get back to serious stuff. Thats inaddition to focusing on army. Gotta put in more effort in securing my future. To be frank. I am indeed feeling a little lost. Used to know how to achieve what I want and gone step by step. And until now, I must say that I have never failed to achieve the goals i set for myself. And hence my future is no exception. Simply need some time to get myself focused.
~The differnce between a dreamer and a doer is affirmative actions~
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